Old Beginnings
For nearly a year and a half now I get sudden urges to write. It doesn't happen daily, but it happens often enough that it has been heavy on my mind for quite some time now. I always made some type of excuse to put it off. School is so stressful, do you really have the energy to write "for fun" right now? My laptop is so far away... Do you really want to get up and get it? But Kristi, you have to log into your email, open up a new post... it's just too much work. Instead of getting my lazy ass up and writing, I would doze off into my own little reality for a few minutes, writing in my head. If I did have my laptop handy, I would begin by saying this... I kid you not, I did this early today. I nearly wrote that first paragraph in my head this morning. But did I get up and write? No. I had such a pressing need to write. But I still refrained from getting out my laptop. Fear. As I reflect on why I have kept myself from writing for so long, I wonder what is sto...
